Sunday, March 15, 2009

past :/

why did you do this
look how i turned out
this is what happen
the fuck up
the slut
the whore
the fat ass
the nasty bitch
the dumb ass
the girl who just doesnt care
tons of rumours tons of gulit
i have nothing now
my choice
my past is a reason
i dont know much
but what im finding out hurts me more
more than the scars
more than the words above
more than the nights of tears
more than the days of pain


why?
why the lies
why the secerts
i dont want to be like you
i dont want to be anything like you.
i wont
i wont
i wont

so theres this bestfriend





and he is amazing :)

true story
we poop together.
talk for hours.
and ... i love him


<3<3<3<3

Wednesday, March 11, 2009

the love of my life






<3<3<3 the one on the right :)

we both young when i 1st saw you

We were both young when I first saw youI close my eyesAnd the flashback startsI'm standing thereOn a balcony in summer airSee the lightsSee the party, the ball gownsI see you make your way through the crowdAnd say hello, little did I knowThat you were Romeo, you were throwing pebblesAnd my daddy said stay away from JulietAnd I was crying on the staircaseBegging you please don't go, and I saidRomeo take me somewhere we can be aloneI'll be waiting all there's left to do is runYou'll be the prince and I'll be the princessIt's a love story baby just say yesSo I sneak out to the garden to see youWe keep quiet 'cause we're dead if they knewSo close your eyesEscape this town for a little while'Cause you were Romeo, I was a scarlet letterAnd my daddy said stay away from JulietBut you were everything to meI was begging you please don't go and I saidRomeo take me somewhere we can be aloneI'll be waiting all there's left to do is runYou'll be the prince and I'll be the princessIt's a love story baby just say yesRomeo save me, they try to tell me how to feelThis love is difficult, but it's realDon't be afraid, we'll make it out of this messIt's a love story baby just say yesOh ohI got tired of waitingWondering if you were ever coming aroundMy faith in you is fadingWhen I met you on the outskirts of town, and I saidRomeo save me I've been feeling so aloneI keep waiting for you but you never comeIs this in my head? I don't know what to thinkHe knelt to the ground and pulled out a ringAnd said, marry me JulietYou'll never have to be aloneI love you and that's all I really knowI talked to your dad, go pick out a white dressIt's a love story baby just say yesOh, oh, oh, oh'Cause we were both young when I first saw you

Tuesday, March 10, 2009

boyfriend<3

dear boyfriend:tristan john paul,
i wanted to write you this and let you know im the luckiest girl in the world, to have a boyfriend so amazing as you :) you are my everything, bestfriend, other half, roommate, the person i cry too, talk too and listen too. you're also my boyfriend which makes it 100xs better bc you are the one i can count on and the one who makes me smile and the one who knows the right thing to say at the right moment. im so excited to start our life together in april. we are a true fairytale and we are going to have an happy ending. feb 13th 2009 started it and the furture keeps it. we are a great team, nothing will come between us. all the other girls who want your heart cant have it, bc im holding and keeping it safe.i will never hurt you, i want this to be what we've both been looking for.i love you so much and you are the most amazing person that has came into my life in a long time. i hope you stay. :) i dont know what more to say but you make me the happiest girl in the world. and i want to make you as happy and treat you right :) you deserve it bby, promise.
i love you so much, xoxoxoxxx haha. <3 mine.


love your girlfriend,
tiffani elizabeth :)

here i am...

a week today, til i see my amazing boyfriend.
i havent written in a while bc i was living in indiana with no computer forreal.
to catch you up, ...

demy fucked me over again.
i made new friends.
lost more weight... from what i hear.
and ...
GOT THE BOY OF MY DREAMS 21309
tristan finallllllyyyy after 5 months asked me to be his gf.
so we are moving to cali together as a couple.
im sooo excited.
but in a week im going to see him in texas.
and meet his parents and we are going to sxsw
and i dont know what more to say but that im so happy.
<3