feeliiings;;

hello;; again! haha.
so sitting here thinking about EVERYTHING...
i really wanna be happy again.
i had this amazing bf.
Daniel Hicks.
but stuff just happened to where we arent together anymore.
we have talked about everything; and we are friends.
we are talking about getting back together.
but i dont know when this is going to happen.
forrealz...
and i know this is the right thing bc my heart is soo happy with him
51308 is the most amazing time of my life.
but problem is there are other guys who have came into my life.
who do like me and are interested in me.
and wanna be with me.
and yeah... i like them, think they are amazing.
but its like i dont wanna choose bc im scared to see what happens.
im not good enough, im toooo good to be true.
etc.
i like some more than others.
im just playing the field and getting to know these guys.
not being a whore or anything.
but its like, what if .
and i HATE what ifs.
so i really just want to wait it out and see who i like better.
and who i think im suppose to be with.
bc i wanna be happy again.
and i want the one im with to last and be REAL.
advice anyone? ha.


<3<3<3

NEW TO HERE;;

hey; im lobot.
people call me different names.
my real name is tiffani.
but lobot will do.
im 21.
and NEW to this blog spot.
i hope people read what i have to say.
i use to livejournal but i could never keep it going.
this seems more fun, but yeah not only am i new to this.
but im new to NC. i moved here a week or so ago.
i moved to ASHEVILLE.
its ok so far, nice mall been there about 5 times already haha.
3 walmarts.
sick downtown.
BUT i have no friends except my roommate bBlaze.
who work monday through friday.
i watch on demand, talk on the house phone
( free long distance)
give me yo digits haha.
there are some amazing shows coming up, buttttt.
not knowing anyone will be weird going to a show;;
ya diggg.
but on the other hand.
CHRISTMAS IS IN 3 days.
dun dun dun :)
im excited because ill be with my best friend LANE.
so i hope EVERYONE has a merry christmas :)
and talk to you soon.
wanna ask me anything
aim lobotfrommyspace
myspace.com/geezanothermyspace


until then...
<3<3<3

is this you?

the perfect boy :

+ dark hair. (light is ok)
+ cute smile
+piercings
+likes me for me
+tall
+knows what's up
+good style
+loves music
+will sit around some days and look haggard and watch movies with me
+sings to me even if he can't
+will give me a cute nickname
+will draw me pictures
+going tagging with me
+will take me to the park
+take cute pics with me
+will take me on my 1st date
+will give me kisses in the rain
+will hold me hand around town
+will call me and tell me goodnight
+will write me little notes or comments just telling me he thought bout me.
+a guy who skates or bmx
+someone my friends like
+someone who will make a play list with me
+a boy who talks cute
+will drive me around and take me to a secret spot
+we can have a secret handshake
+teach me something new
+will always be there
+make me smile
+i like the skater scene style
+drive me around
+dance in the rain with me
+hold me when i cry
+play fight with me
+take care of me